October 2010
Day 13, 14, & 15
i’m super behind with this.
day 13 - somewhere you’d like to move or visit.
i would lovelovelove to visit ireland and italy. mostly because i am irish and it’d be nice to see where my ancestors are from. plus it’s supposed to be gorgeous there. and i wanna go to italy because i just love the culture… and the boys ;]]
day 14 - your earliest memory.
honestly i dont even...
day 12 - bullet your whole day.
uhmm i barely even remember my day lol .
woke up , showered, got ready, n went 2 school
went to history
went to chem
went to language n lunch n language again
borrowed money from darryl for fooooooood
went to spanish, borrowed money from jeremy, bought a lollipop, n had sal bug meh n amber bout being dirty girls?
got on the bus. had kevin n sean steal my stuff multiple times
got home,...
Day 9, 10, && 11.
wellll im majorly late on this sooo ill just do all 3 right now.
day 9 - how you hope your future will be like.
happiness. that’s all i want, i want to be in love and happy and surrounded by friends and family. that’s all i need.
day 10 - discuss your first love and first kiss.
oh boy, well first kiss, wasnt really anything special to be perfectly honest.
but my first love? oh...
Cinderella walked on broken glass,
Sleeping Beauty let a lifetime pass.
Belle fell in love with a beast,
Jasmine chose a poor man,
Ariel spent her life on land.
We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.
day 8 - a moment you felt the most satisfied with...
(because i missed it yesterday)
hmmm . honestly? i dont even know lmao. like seriously i cant think of a time when i was really all that super satisfied with my life. but, i guess the last time i was really, truely, 100% happy was when i was with Pete. but oh well.
day 7 - your zodiac sign and if you think it fits...
Scorpio♥
Determined and forceful Emotional and intuitive Powerful and passionate Exciting and magnetic
On the dark side…. Jealous and resentful Compulsive and obsessive Secretive and obstinate
well there’s a lot of other info on scorpios but it was too long to put on here. and honestly it describes me like perfectly, its kinda creepy actually.
day 6 - write 30 interesting facts about yourself.
My full name is Nikki Ann Ehlers (yes it is really nikki, not nicole)
I am only 14 yrs. old.
I am a sophomore at MTHS.
My birthday is Nov. 10th
I have a half brother who is 34 and 3 nieces and a nephew♥
My father passed away a little over two years ago when i was in 7th grade.
My two best friends are Bushra Siddiqui and Cristina Marie Joule, though there are others who i consider best...
it's so sad to think everyday, for so long, i've...
im not over him. i’d give up anything and everything to be with him again. it’s so sad to think i let the boy i cared most about, who made my life seem perfect for the first time in a while slip away. i would pay every cent i ever earned to get him back. i’d give up all the finer things i own and all the moments with any other boy. i miss the sparks i felt when i kissed you....
day 5 - a time you thought about ending your own...
well i am not going to lie, i have thought about ending my own life a couple times. i know it sounds rediculous and people would probably judge me and think im retarted because i dont have it that bad and other people have it so much worse. but they dont know me.
i wouldnt say there was one particular time, it’s just certain occasions when nothing is going right and i feel entirely alone...
21965.) I'm so glad I'm finally over you. But I do...
day 4 - your views on religion.
well. first of all, id like to say that im open to many religious views and that people have the right to believe in anything they want, and i believe that religion does help people get through many many tough times and is sometimes the only thing that helps them pull through to the end.
i was raised as a christian catholic. but i never really went to church when i was younger so i dont really...
day 3 - your views on drugs and alcohol.
well, this is ironic, considering i just got into a fight with someone about this this morning. it may seem weird, but my views on drugs and alcohol are complete opposites of the norm. i have no problem when people drink, obviously i have tried alchohol and its okay in moderation. but i cannot stand when people feel the need to get piss ass drunk or black out at least once a week. i saw a lot of...
day 2 - where you’d like to be in 10 years.
hmm. this is a hard one honestly. i mean, in 10 years i will only be 24. i’ll be out of college by than, but im not quite sure if i’ll have even started my career. i know i want to either go into the education or psychology field but im really not sure which. so who knows. also, in 10 years i know i will not be married, but i honestly hope to be in a serious relationship that could...
day 1 - your current relationship, if single...
relationship status: single
see. here’s the thing, im single, but my heart is taken. i honestly and truely love a guy who could care less about me. i miss him more and more each day and i would give anything to be with him. yes, i talk to other guys, and no i wont turn other guys down. but i dont let it get serious, because that just wouldn’t be fair to them. this boy is my ex, and...
30 Days.
day 1 - your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is. day 2 - where you’d like to be in 10 years. day 3 - your views on drugs and alcohol. day 4 - your views on religion. day 5 - a time you thought about ending your own life. day 6 - write 30 interesting facts about yourself. day 7 - your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality. day 8 - a moment you felt the most...
Forgiveness♥
In the long run, it’s not a question of whether or not they deserve to be forgiven. You’re not forgiving them for their sake. You’re doing it for yourself, for your own health and well-being. Forgiveness is simply the most energy efficient option. It frees you from the incredibly toxic, debilitating drain of holding a grudge. Don’t let these people live rent free in your...
I’m not sure what was worse, when I couldn’t get him out of my dreams, or the fact that I don’t even dream at all anymore…
I don’t think I can live this life without you much longer..
ℓσህє ìsит αвσυт тнє ὠσяᗪs ὠє sαγ, тнє αcтìσиs ὠє тακє, тнє тнìиɠs ὠє ᗪσ, σя тнє нєαятs ὠє вяєακ. ìтs αвσυт ρєσρℓє ὠнσ cαи ℓσσκ αт єαcн σтнєя αиᗪ ڒυsт κиσὠ..
Love is when you shed a tear and still want him,...
When I text you and you don't text back, it makes...
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Based on a Psychological Study, a CRUSH only lasts...
thatpinaymelody:
my life is a complete mess without you… please come back <l3
Here's to the kids who try their hardest to be...
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you know how they always say you should wait for a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot? who calls you back when you hang up on him? who is always there for you no matter what? who listens to the stupid little stories about your day and the stupid little drama that’s getting you down? you know how that’s the kind of guy every girl dreams of?? well… i found that guy. and i...
i just cant get you off my mind
every time i think about you,
i have to remind myself,
that if you wanted to talk to me,
you will…
